Saturday, April 05, 2003
Friday, April 04, 2003
here's a proclaimation,by me to patrick,the one i love:
Dearest Patrick:
Just as a poet needs inspiration to write a masterpiece,
I need you ...
Just as an artist needs a subject for his work of art,
I need you ...
Just as a teacher needs a pupil to mold into greatness,
I need you ...
Just as a composer needs a theme to create a timeless melody,
I need you ...
For without you, Patrick,my life would be empty of all inspiration.
There will be no work of art for me to gaze at; no person of greatness before me;
no timeless melody to listen to.My life will exist in shades of gray instead of vibrant colors,
and I will be less than whole.
In the past, the proper words have escaped me, and my innermost feelings have been kept locked away in the depths of my heart. No more - for through this letter, I proclaim to you, Patrick,my undying love and eternal devotion.
Yours forever,
your dear,marie
Dearest Patrick:
Just as a poet needs inspiration to write a masterpiece,
I need you ...
Just as an artist needs a subject for his work of art,
I need you ...
Just as a teacher needs a pupil to mold into greatness,
I need you ...
Just as a composer needs a theme to create a timeless melody,
I need you ...
For without you, Patrick,my life would be empty of all inspiration.
There will be no work of art for me to gaze at; no person of greatness before me;
no timeless melody to listen to.My life will exist in shades of gray instead of vibrant colors,
and I will be less than whole.
In the past, the proper words have escaped me, and my innermost feelings have been kept locked away in the depths of my heart. No more - for through this letter, I proclaim to you, Patrick,my undying love and eternal devotion.
Yours forever,
your dear,marie
DEdicated to SHuN Wen a.k.a PatriCK:
There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved.I derive my happiness
from loving u and being loved by u each n
everyday.
When I am with u,
My every sense is heightened,
My every emotion is magnified,
n everyday reality is shattered
as we are flying into the heavens.
It may only last a moment, an hour, an afternoon.
But that doesn't diminish its value.
Because we are left with memories
that we treasure for the rest of our lives.
Love reminds you that nothing else matters.
U MATTER TO ME.
I think you're who I've been waiting for
But I pull away because I'm just not sure.
I've lost my trust, I'm filled with doubt
I've forgotten what love is about.
You don't understand and you can't tell why.
When you say "I love you", I hear a lie.
I know it's my fault, you're probably true.
But it's only normal for what I've been through.
I wish I could tell you to bear with me.
In just a little while, you'll be able to see.
Please pull me back when I push you away
Despite what I do, I want you to stay.
Try to understand where I'm coming from,
Getting hurt is never any fun.
I have faith that we'll pull through.
That's why I decided to open up to you.
Give me space when I walk away,
Let me go when I don't want to stay.
But, please don't ever give up on me.
This isn't how it's always gonna be.
Show me that you care when I don't believe.
And please, just try to bear with me.
There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved.I derive my happiness
from loving u and being loved by u each n
everyday.
When I am with u,
My every sense is heightened,
My every emotion is magnified,
n everyday reality is shattered
as we are flying into the heavens.
It may only last a moment, an hour, an afternoon.
But that doesn't diminish its value.
Because we are left with memories
that we treasure for the rest of our lives.
Love reminds you that nothing else matters.
U MATTER TO ME.
I think you're who I've been waiting for
But I pull away because I'm just not sure.
I've lost my trust, I'm filled with doubt
I've forgotten what love is about.
You don't understand and you can't tell why.
When you say "I love you", I hear a lie.
I know it's my fault, you're probably true.
But it's only normal for what I've been through.
I wish I could tell you to bear with me.
In just a little while, you'll be able to see.
Please pull me back when I push you away
Despite what I do, I want you to stay.
Try to understand where I'm coming from,
Getting hurt is never any fun.
I have faith that we'll pull through.
That's why I decided to open up to you.
Give me space when I walk away,
Let me go when I don't want to stay.
But, please don't ever give up on me.
This isn't how it's always gonna be.
Show me that you care when I don't believe.
And please, just try to bear with me.
HE still loves me !! "/.....he msg me to tell
me that he trusts me 100% and cannot reduce it
cos he loves me deeply....sigh....phew...for a
moment i tot i was a goner.....but i cannot help but
to continue to worry ..... y must i be so blind not to
see that his love for me is true?
me that he trusts me 100% and cannot reduce it
cos he loves me deeply....sigh....phew...for a
moment i tot i was a goner.....but i cannot help but
to continue to worry ..... y must i be so blind not to
see that his love for me is true?
today i had a zhen xin hua with my dear ...
told him about the last time i was playing with
him..in terms of relationship.din expect that
his reaction would be so nerving on me.....sigh
did a whole lot of math tutorials todae ...my most hated chap :\
vectors.....
good thing is that i discuss wif jeri about things todae
.....still can tok to her .after she migrate to australia...
:) ...happy that our frienship lasts...
told him about the last time i was playing with
him..in terms of relationship.din expect that
his reaction would be so nerving on me.....sigh
did a whole lot of math tutorials todae ...my most hated chap :\
vectors.....
good thing is that i discuss wif jeri about things todae
.....still can tok to her .after she migrate to australia...
:) ...happy that our frienship lasts...
Wednesday, April 02, 2003
haha..i hope me n patrick dun end up so intimate like this...
cos i am thinking about him again.....
Lovers
cos i am thinking about him again.....
Lovers
:0 had a strange dream yesterday....
Episode (i)
about me being in a weird lidoplex
(shopping centre) with my grp of friends
and we suddenly entered into a gamely
lift...which turns out to be a ghostly and
creepy lift of horrors.. we went to a
level where full of pumpkin monsters
attacked us and i saved the day by using my
side kick i used so many times in tae-kwon-do...
well my worst kick came in handy at that
point of time...and most of the pumpkin monsters
were struck in the shaft of the lift...with their
bent and crushed bodies in between the lift opening
and us....Gross!
Episode (ii)
then after that i called my dear on the hp to save me..
from this lift...we (me and my friends) managed to
escape from the lift..but who knows ..the next level after
we escaped was a challenge and a dangerous mission with a
reward of $10,000. It was a firemen's job of buiding a shelter for
evacuation in a matter of a week when a great building in the
states went up in flames. the guys in my grp(including my dear)
are supposed to extinguish the great fire asap and the gals have
to build the shelter by one week. We accepted this challenge so as
to get out of this crazy town we r in and in hopes that our nightmare
will be over.As inexperienced firefighters,we just have to take more
precautions such as removing all the flammmable objects from the fire's
radii and begging for cement and bricks from the ghostly neighbourhood
so that we can construct the shelter asap. The guys have their share
of trouble too.The hot flames licked their bodies and they could only
endure the fierce heat from the building.Once in a while,the gals would
be there to cool them down by splashing them with water.We managed
to finish the mission.And Damned! we were so Elated! we never felt so fear
ful of losing our lives before.And somemore in a ghost town!..I am happy that
my Dear remain unscathed and out of danger too.Just as we r about to receive my
reward, POOF! I am back in my bed....Hai~ Sigh.the $ 10,000.....gone....
Episode (i)
about me being in a weird lidoplex
(shopping centre) with my grp of friends
and we suddenly entered into a gamely
lift...which turns out to be a ghostly and
creepy lift of horrors.. we went to a
level where full of pumpkin monsters
attacked us and i saved the day by using my
side kick i used so many times in tae-kwon-do...
well my worst kick came in handy at that
point of time...and most of the pumpkin monsters
were struck in the shaft of the lift...with their
bent and crushed bodies in between the lift opening
and us....Gross!
Episode (ii)
then after that i called my dear on the hp to save me..
from this lift...we (me and my friends) managed to
escape from the lift..but who knows ..the next level after
we escaped was a challenge and a dangerous mission with a
reward of $10,000. It was a firemen's job of buiding a shelter for
evacuation in a matter of a week when a great building in the
states went up in flames. the guys in my grp(including my dear)
are supposed to extinguish the great fire asap and the gals have
to build the shelter by one week. We accepted this challenge so as
to get out of this crazy town we r in and in hopes that our nightmare
will be over.As inexperienced firefighters,we just have to take more
precautions such as removing all the flammmable objects from the fire's
radii and begging for cement and bricks from the ghostly neighbourhood
so that we can construct the shelter asap. The guys have their share
of trouble too.The hot flames licked their bodies and they could only
endure the fierce heat from the building.Once in a while,the gals would
be there to cool them down by splashing them with water.We managed
to finish the mission.And Damned! we were so Elated! we never felt so fear
ful of losing our lives before.And somemore in a ghost town!..I am happy that
my Dear remain unscathed and out of danger too.Just as we r about to receive my
reward, POOF! I am back in my bed....Hai~ Sigh.the $ 10,000.....gone....
hai...until now still fine tuning my skills as a software tech.....
Tuesday, April 01, 2003
haha ...just got the astrology to spice things up between me and him ...
Look.
As lovers these two can provide one another with much comfort and stability. The Ox likes to create a harmonious, orderly home life and this sort of calm is sure to soothe the Dog's sometimes oversensitive nature. The Dog naturally tends toward a pessimistic mindset and the Ox can serve as the Dog's rock, lending its sturdy shoulder to lean on when the Dog gives in to its irrational fears. Again, this is not a relationship that's prone to betrayal; these two both set high standards for their own conduct and that of others. Both can be rather dogmatic at times, in fact, which may lead to arguments, especially since the Ox has a stubborn streak. The Ox also shies away from discord, however, so communication between these two will generally be smooth.
As business partners these two will go far. They both have a clear vision of good and bad business practices and both will maintain their high standards. Neither will ever have to worry whether to trust the other; both Signs are honorable and dependable. The Ox's gift to the business is its hardworking nature and its penchant for doing things right the first time, and the Dog's gift is its intuitive ability to read other people's characters.
The Ox and the Dog share a compatibility of seven, on a scale of one to ten.
yay!...hehe...:p
Look.
As lovers these two can provide one another with much comfort and stability. The Ox likes to create a harmonious, orderly home life and this sort of calm is sure to soothe the Dog's sometimes oversensitive nature. The Dog naturally tends toward a pessimistic mindset and the Ox can serve as the Dog's rock, lending its sturdy shoulder to lean on when the Dog gives in to its irrational fears. Again, this is not a relationship that's prone to betrayal; these two both set high standards for their own conduct and that of others. Both can be rather dogmatic at times, in fact, which may lead to arguments, especially since the Ox has a stubborn streak. The Ox also shies away from discord, however, so communication between these two will generally be smooth.
As business partners these two will go far. They both have a clear vision of good and bad business practices and both will maintain their high standards. Neither will ever have to worry whether to trust the other; both Signs are honorable and dependable. The Ox's gift to the business is its hardworking nature and its penchant for doing things right the first time, and the Dog's gift is its intuitive ability to read other people's characters.
The Ox and the Dog share a compatibility of seven, on a scale of one to ten.
yay!...hehe...:p
2/4/03:
sigh...a new day .n new hw to be done...
and revision...and i gonna miss him cos
he found a new job...is gona spent the time
doing hw until he drops by ... :( ...
i tink marie has fallen in love wif this guy..
deeply...omigosh...help!
sigh...a new day .n new hw to be done...
and revision...and i gonna miss him cos
he found a new job...is gona spent the time
doing hw until he drops by ... :( ...
i tink marie has fallen in love wif this guy..
deeply...omigosh...help!
Monday, March 31, 2003
1/4/03 : Boo! april fools's day....
haha.today schedule very hectic...gotta go
to my aunt's house for studying ...cos
my bro's friends coming over for project..
and then go to study with my best friend ..
then do sprints n jog of 5 K with her and
gym exercise....then go out with my bf ...
..found out that he is about to
get a new job! yay! ..then at night tokked
to my religion friend for emotional guidance.
haha.today schedule very hectic...gotta go
to my aunt's house for studying ...cos
my bro's friends coming over for project..
and then go to study with my best friend ..
then do sprints n jog of 5 K with her and
gym exercise....then go out with my bf ...
..
get a new job! yay! ..then at night tokked
to my religion friend for emotional guidance.
Sunday, March 30, 2003
Day one of usage:
excited :)...30/3/03
hehe....a tat bit nervous too....
going very well...had lunch buffet at
Chervons...with my Dear...took some digital
pics together with him and his relatives
excited :)...30/3/03
hehe....a tat bit nervous too....
going very well...had lunch buffet at
Chervons...with my Dear...took some digital
pics together with him and his relatives
