ars poetica non omnia dicere est

dear blogger here r the results of my progress report

GP:C6
Chinese AO:B4
Maths:A
Econs:O
Phy:E

see ..it sucks! ...at least i improved my chinese... :)
the subject i deproved was my Econs from C to O :(
and my GP from B4 to C6... cos diff teacher ..diff teaching methods...
oh ya,the vectors test i pia for got 18.5 / 25 .... :P
today got 3 tests...all difficult ...but i tried my best...
then i got netball... then i met my dear todae
he misses me... We hugged under the moonlight. : )..

# posted by cheng @ 8:02 AM

yesterdae,blogger,yesterdae...i am so sorrie i neglected u ...
well...yesterdae is william shakespeare's(23/4)(1564-1616)
birthdae and death anniversary.. to honour that dae : i would
like to quote one of his sonnets:

Shall I compare thee to a summer's day?
Thou art more lovely and more temperate:
Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May,
And summer's lease hath all too short a date :
Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines,
and often is his gold complexion dimmed;
And every fair from fair sometime declines,
by chance or nature's changing course untrimmed:
But thy eternal summer shall not fade
Nor lose possession of that fair thou ow'st
Nor shall Death brag thou wand'rest in his shade,
When in eternal lines to time thou grow'st
So long as men can breathe or eyes can see,
So long lives this,and this gives life to thee.

Well that's tat.
anyway,yesterdae i was still depressed.But
Cheered up when i saw the easy math vectors test..
managed to do all the qns.... :p

todae, 2.4 km -12min03s ...sucks!! ....din meet my target
of 12 mins .... :(...anyway...tomorrow got 3 tests ..piaing
now ...finish studying for physics and chinese...left econs now...
GP tests todae wrote 5 pages ...personal best write-up...hope i
pass with flying colors...

...depression sank in this morning ,when my father made clear
that he doesn't approve of my relationship wif patrick...i cried till
i dun wanna go to sch todae...NANFA test todae...no mood to get gold
...just got 5. 5. 5 .5 . 5. 2...gave up for my standing broad jump...got silver
instead of gold becos of the 2....nvm ...no mood already.todae i am good in sch .
I made sure i am very obedient to instructions....tired for fighting for my
rights already.....juz wanna make everyone happi...except myself...hai~ maybe
when i recarnated as a human being in my next life i shall consider my happiness.
Now juz concentate on being filial to my parents and obey everything they say...
easier to juz obey than rebel against their decision..safe from canings,scoldings or
beatings...how i wish for peace in my family...always voices raised against each other
...like #@#$ !! ....sigh...here's a poem to make my blogger happy and ppl out there:


HUMAN LIFE
If dead,we cease to be;if total gloom
Swallow up life's brief flash for aye,we fare
As summer gusts,of sudden birth and doom,
Whose sound and motion not alone declare,
But are their whole of being! If the breath
Be life itself,and not its task and tent,
If even a soul like Milton's can know death;
O Man! thou vessel purposeless,unmeant,
Yet drone-hive strange of phantom purposes!
Surplus of Nature's dread activity,
Which, as she gazed on some nigh-finished vase,
Retreating slow,with mediative pause,
She formed with restless hands unconsciously.
Blank accident! nothing anomaly!
If rootless thus,thus substanceless thy state,
Go weight thy dreams,and be thy hopes,thy fears,
The counter-weights!-Thy laughter and thy tears
Mean but themselves,each fittest to create
And to repay the other! Why rejoices
'Thy heart with hollow joy for hollow good?
Why cowl thy face beneath the mourner's hood ?
Why waste thy sighs,and thy lamenting voices,
Image of Image,Ghost of Ghostly elf,
that such a thing as thou feel'st warm or cold?
Yet what and whence thy gain,if thou withhold
These costless shadows of thy shadowly self?
Be sad! Be glad! be neither! seek,or shun!
Thy being's being is contradiction.

anyway....i have been pressurized by my brother to write this joke:
(no offence to anyone ,pls)

In One GREEN tale one GREEN time ago,there was once a little GREEN
man living on a GREEN hill in a GREEN house.One dae,he was in his
GREEN bathroom and he turn on his little GREEN tap to bathe.A woman
went to his little GREEN door and pressed the little GREEN button.Hearing
the bell,the little GREEN man dashed out to the door wif his little green towel
wrapped round his little GREEN body, cos he tot it is the pizza delivery man.
When he opened his little GREEN door,his little GREEN towel dropped on the
little GREEN floor.The woman saw his little GREEN thing and she screamed
and ran across the road.Unfortunately,she got knocked down by a car.....wat
is the moral of the little GREEN story ?
Do not cross the road when u see the little GREEN man.

hiyo..i am back.
sigh.bad dae for me ,unwell gotta rest ...dunno if i tomorrow can make it back to sch tomorrow
a not ..
cry for nuthink ....really ...i tink i am too stressed.....
or sometink .
dunno y muz i be in this family of conformity too.
really exhaust me already.
...wahhhh!!!!!......
i wun get my feelings into play...i will be strong ...n i still have gohonzon..
juz have to learn how to lock all these feelings in my heart.
and dun let them escape
so i will try not to cry or be depressed about such minor stuff
songs to listen to:fast car n baby can i hold you by tracy chapman