Wednesday, December 03, 2003
Dear blogger ,
my bf bought me something i wanted a lot yesterdae...
so thankful ...
recently i realised my life changed drastically when he's around ..
felt tat i can at least find solace in someone special to me , care for him n love him ...
but ...
i feel a sense of vulnerability creeping though my veins .. dunno y .. b4 i knew him .. i was nicknamed the iron lady
then i had read the reader's digest b4 ... saying some amount of dependency on ur loved ones
will surely occur when u r seriously in love in a stable relationship ..... n thus some amount of vulnerability will set in inevitably .
but ..i kinda missed him a lot nowadaes... although have to study for retake of SAT , i want to see him badly ...arghhh!!
hate my feeling of helplessness...
my bf bought me something i wanted a lot yesterdae...
so thankful ...
recently i realised my life changed drastically when he's around ..
felt tat i can at least find solace in someone special to me , care for him n love him ...
but ...
i feel a sense of vulnerability creeping though my veins .. dunno y .. b4 i knew him .. i was nicknamed the iron lady
then i had read the reader's digest b4 ... saying some amount of dependency on ur loved ones
will surely occur when u r seriously in love in a stable relationship ..... n thus some amount of vulnerability will set in inevitably .
but ..i kinda missed him a lot nowadaes... although have to study for retake of SAT , i want to see him badly ...arghhh!!
hate my feeling of helplessness...
Sunday, November 30, 2003
A levels OVER OVER OVER! baby!
hurray! the dawn has come .
FRI SAT SUN :
celebrate by gg to jjc 02s29 chalet ..
sun todae actually wanted to go to FD chalet , but
unfortunately got diarroera. sigh .
the jjc 02s29 chalet was quite an eye opener .
played Heng ka's X Box dungeons n dragons for 10 hours .
nice rpg .. plus got vibration effects... siok .
picked up a baby cat to feed n stroke it till it fell asleep, all stretched out paws n all on my lap ...
sad to set it free like that ... n sad to see so many ppl leave the chalet for buying graduation
prom nite attire n make up @ ritz calton... i'm not gg ... cos i tink it's a plain waste of $$
now feel like resting ... too tired plus not well ...
i have to eat lunch n rest now .. bye ...
hurray! the dawn has come .
FRI SAT SUN :
celebrate by gg to jjc 02s29 chalet ..
sun todae actually wanted to go to FD chalet , but
unfortunately got diarroera. sigh .
the jjc 02s29 chalet was quite an eye opener .
played Heng ka's X Box dungeons n dragons for 10 hours .
nice rpg .. plus got vibration effects... siok .
picked up a baby cat to feed n stroke it till it fell asleep, all stretched out paws n all on my lap ...
sad to set it free like that ... n sad to see so many ppl leave the chalet for buying graduation
prom nite attire n make up @ ritz calton... i'm not gg ... cos i tink it's a plain waste of $$
now feel like resting ... too tired plus not well ...
i have to eat lunch n rest now .. bye ...